My New Life

Welcome to my blog again from a long while. However, this time is a different because I'm going to tell you what is the change and news of my life if there is someone care, I just want to recording that change in my list topics. So, here we go:

I've been graduated from my Bachelor years and catch on my next dream, it is to study the language after that study business major to open my own business that I focus on it right now.

firstly, I was keeping learn the language through watch the movies and keep business major in my mind and think about it. Also, I took some courses online. 

Now I'm lucky to got all of that, I moved on to live with my grandmother and my 5 aunts. firstly, It was really amazing semester, I felt freedom without my family, no restrictions and no annoying siblings, it is like amused and stunning feelings. 

Then, the next semester I felt like I wanna cry to suffocating anywhere and anytime. I just wanna go home and live with my family. it is lost, mess and weak deep feeling.

I've got depressed for a while in my bed and no one was know what I feel just my god was with me I told him everything makes me sad or negative thing, he helped me a lot and still. Then I thought that I just want to study hard and go to my family at the end of semester and I need more patients, I ask my god to give me more patient until I done from this semester.

Next morning on 05/20/1027 it was the awesome the most. I felt that everything has returned to normal and more positive than before. 

I know the life hard without the family, without someone who care about you, without your parents who managing your time by the correct side and no one ask you if you hungry or need to bring something from supermarket. 

it is too hard and harsh thing.

Now I just want to feel satisfied as usual to complete my study years positive.

and this is the life: hard to live and too harsh if you don't keep in touch and positive.

written by Thursday, 4 January

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